I debated whether or not I was going to write this blog again
this holiday season. I had a due date of
December 1 to get my manuscript into my publisher. I had just finished my
turning in my manuscript to my publisher on November 28 and I have been feeling
brain dead and burned out. Having a
book contract with a reputable publisher is amazing, but it monopolized my
life.
Then wham . . . it was the first Sunday of Advent again on
November 30 where the hope candle of the Advent wreath was lit at church. The
sermon was about hope. It was about the
hope of the world to be found in Jesus Christ . . . at least that was what I
came away with when I left the sanctuary.
I came to realize, my mind was just too busy. My mind was just too focused on problems and
things to do. Since July 1 when I had
signed the contract I was busy with work and writing. I had been a driven individual. I was just too busy to think about hope.
I think I have been a driven individual most of my life. Either I have the compulsive trait inherited
from my mother or I have been out to prove myself.
Many of us who live in the average metropolitan area likely
have some pressure to be driven. We
commute to work either on crowded ring road highways or we cram ourselves into
mass transit vehicles. We go to work
pushing ourselves to keep up a fast pace to be productive. Many of us live paycheck to paycheck seeking
to maximize what we can do with the money.
For those of us who are already driven, the holiday season
only seems to intensify the driven-ness.
There are events added to the schedule, there are extra food items to make
and gifts to buy and the house has to be cleaned. There is not much time and place for hope.
Well, for me there was a call for at least to take a breath
and reflect. With my social commentary,
is Christmas about making sure everyone gets the perfect present or is it about
celebrating faith? Is Christmas about
Santa Claus or is it reflecting on us as broken individuals needing the gift of
God sacrificing his only son to save us from our sins? Of course, if you do not identify with the
Christian faith, the significance of Jesus Christ may be in question.
Well, with the need for a breath, I have thought not just
twice but three times about writing the blog again this year. However, 1976 page views tell me that the
blog has been meaningful or encouraging to someone—maybe it has helped given
some hope.
Feel free to review the other entries for subjects of
interest to you. Feel free to comment. I
hope that you too can find hope.
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